laurie (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} unexpecteddd) wrote,@ 2009-12-10 14:01:00 |
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i removed myself from my own life.
now i feel like i'm coming back i guess and while sometimes its really fun, being high all the time with arielle and actually going out and doing things and looking forward to things, it's also really hard and sometimes i feel like i can't do it. things got so out of control without me noticing and i dont know how it happened, and i hate all the appointments and worrying my parents but i did this to myself.
i feel like a different person again but i still dont know who i am.
now i feel like i'm coming back i guess and while sometimes its really fun, being high all the time with arielle and actually going out and doing things and looking forward to things, it's also really hard and sometimes i feel like i can't do it. things got so out of control without me noticing and i dont know how it happened, and i hate all the appointments and worrying my parents but i did this to myself.
i feel like a different person again but i still dont know who i am.
